my heart is an open palm, exposed and raw
In my land of bright lights you are effervescent -
Overwhelming at once, I am oblivious the next.
You are the palpable product of words I never meant,
Of clouded judgement, infinite dreams; my sweet Regret.
My conscience weighs you down and embeds you
Somewhere in the murky depths of this sepulchral soul.
Yet there is little want of redemption for what I do,
And you and your kind maketh the stories I never told.
Even now I would sing that I am yours, Yours!
As I believe you are mine in all your tainted forms.
Sucker as I am for your taste, touch and allure,
The beauty of folly is not weeping when all else mourns.
So this is an ode to my ill-fated penchant for
Secrets I have to keep, and everything that
I loved to hold but not to possess.
That I wish to forget, but forget to regret.
Monday, June 20, 2005
indulging in ben and jerry's now. hmm lemme give u a glimpse of heaven, hurhur.
Vanilla Heath Bar Crunch/New York Super Fudge Chunk/Peanut Butter Cup
A collision of Chocolate Ice Cream and Vanilla Ice Cream mixed with Heath Bar Chunks, White Chocolatey Chunks, Peanut Butter Cups and Chocolate-covered almonds.
'Nuff said!
taking a little break from three hours of math. ain't it sad how i only manage to mug like this at the last minute. :( i really am driven by pressure, not self. kwite upsetting eh.
well gonna make use of my little break to come up with a list of 'to-buys'. i have really bad descriptive skills, but as long as understand it who cares.
1. Junk Food Tees - ive been dying to go and get some
2. Nike Dunks- the navy green ones and pink ones (duh)
3. Balenciaga lookalike. obviously i can't afford a real one. (double duh)
4. white espadrilles
5. capris and babydolls. mom says that her friend who's starting a business in the fashion industry has nice ones so i should go and support her. but somehow, her friend's taste is rather mature.
6. earrings
7. THAT HOT ROXY JACKET THAT I'VE NOT STOPPED THINKING ABOUT. i hope they have it in singapore :(
8. a nice denim skirt which seriously doesn't look like every other denim skirt. ha ha you prolly dont understand what i mean but i dont expect you to either. hurhur.
9. repair my i pod/refund it and get a zen micro. which should i do eh? need some 'advice' on this from come computer geeko.
10. reuben morgan's cd
11. oh and i need to use my taka vouchers. i still have some remaining ugghh.
12. pencil case, have one in mind but i have no idea where it's sold :(
13. new school bag that doesn't weight so much just by itself. a real bother i'm telling you.
14. wallet that has a coin compartment. i know every wallet has this and why the heck am i putting this down as a specific requirement? all because my current one doesn't have it. weird i know.
ogay that's a lot already, i'd better stop now before i go on and on. and i promise you i could go on forever. ha ha.
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